“When you try your best but you don't succeed.”

“I'm not good at expressing my feelings, so I keep everything bottled inside. Half the time, I want to tell someone what I'm feeling, but I don't even know how to describe it... So I stay quiet.”

After the rain there will be rainbow ☂

Blogging again because I don't know who can I talk to.

Ever since semester 1.2 started, everything keeps falling apart. Of course there were happy moments too. But it seems like the happier I get, the harder I fall. Met new friends, made me happy, and left, leaving me sad and alone again. Everyone loses interest in talking to me after awhile hahaha how sad is that? It's like, I can see the difference between how they talked to me in the past and now. Or maybe it's just me reading too much into things..?

Tomorrow is TPRawks and, I really don't know if I'm actually ready for it. I claimed that I want it so bad but now I'm having mixed feelings. It's not that I don't want it, it's just that I don't know if I'm up for it. I'm such an awkward person, can I really do it? But whatever it is I will still try my best.

Hoping for the best for the rest of November since it sucked since day one.